tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76238091044369963702024-03-21T06:56:06.427-04:00Magic City College GirlHi, welcome to my blog! A college student and recently employed again girl's journey through life, college, work, and love while trying to have independence and get the life that she wants. This is a blog for everyone. All are welcome. No censorship here.Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.comBlogger77125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-63511120688257005452013-04-26T12:25:00.002-04:002013-04-26T12:25:45.089-04:00Birthday Fun...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: #e06666;">Yes its my birthday, well actually my birthday was yesterday april 25, but was out all day to celebrate. i remembered this morning that i wanted to make a new post and was a little upset that i didnt have time yesterday. i hate posting the day after something but its ok. no big deal. i just like to do things on the day of. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #e06666;">Well as far as my birthday went it was great. i went to my parents in the morning for a visit and a cake cutting. it was chocolate cake (my favorite). i also got to visit my dogs. i love those furry babies of mine. then did some shopping. in the evening i went home and got ready. went to dinner with my boyfriend. ended up getting free drinks and dessert since it was my birthday. then after dinner we went home to relax for a little while. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #e06666;">i also went out for a late dinner with some friends last night. they had to work so we meet up late. my man sadly couldnt join b/c he had to work this morning so he needed to get to bed earlier. i had a great birthday. it was the best one ive had in a long time. so happy i got my days off work request so i could enjoy it. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;">Last month my man and i celebrated our 6 month anniversary. we spent the day together and went out in the evening. i brought us a cute little cake to enjoy in the evening. we went out to dinner at a nice water front restaurant. after dinner we went back home and enjoyed the cake. i have been so happy with him since we started going out. i havent felt so loved and wanted and appreciated in years. im grateful to have him in my life. i hope we have many more years together. </span></div>
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Hello everyone. i didnt realize that it had been almost a year since i blogged. i cant believe that. i guess life gets crazy and takes over. every so often i think about something to post but forget to or get distracted with the craziness i have been through in the past year. i used to be on here all the time. i miss blogging. i will definitely be blogging more often again. </div>
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<span style="color: #6aa84f;">Well in some of my last posts i was talking about my life as far as my boyfriend, best friend, and life in general was doing. first off my boyfriend and i are broken up and to be honest i am happy about it. it turns out that the strange feelings i was having turned out to be true. for a while since he had been busy working i had weird feelings of him doing other shit. i had ideas but didnt know what for sure. i was called by a woman last year that claimed to be a relationship with him and has a child with him. i was hoping that, even though she sent me pictures as proof, that it wasnt true but in the back of my mind i knew it was. i finally had a chance to confront him in person a while back and we talked. i let him know what i knew and he admitted it trying to tell me he was sorry and that he did it b/c he was mad at me over something stupid and that it was a one night stand, but the pics prove otherwise. even if it started that way it turned into a relationship at some point. i was almost surprised to see him start tearing up but then again we did have over 12 years together. i hope he felt at least a little the way i did when i first found out. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">well im happy to report hat everything else is going well, finally. first off i was able to get an apt. yes i moved away from the shithole area and apt i lived in for a nice one in a gated community back in oct. i was lucky to end up seeing it when i did b/c they were having a rent special which actually made this usually expensive community affordable for me. i love where i live, it has everything. my job is good and stable. i do miss some of my coworkers that recently quit but thats ok. we made friends so we keep in touch. there is something else involving the job that i will bring up in a future blog and its something great. i hope it goes through. so far it is going right on track and i plan to keep it that way. i hope it happens soon. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;">the situation with my best friend has improved but still generally the same, but still good though. we have hung out a little more. we also talk and text more often again. she still mostly busy b/c of her kid but thats her life now. i have gotten used to it so it doesnt bother me anymore. i just go with it.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">i am very happy to report that i have a new love in my life. yes i am with a new boyfriend and things are going great. we have been together about 5 months now and i am very happy. he has a great job/career and he also is a certified mechanic (thats what he used to do and still does on the side sometimes) so i dont have to worry about anything with my car anymore which is great. and the good thing about this relationship is that we knew each other for years, we were friends before, since high school actually. ever since i got with him everything has improve for me and him. he also knew my ex but my ex doesnt know about us. i prefer to keep it that way. even if he finds out doesnt matter. he lost me. and it also will be great to have someone to spend valentines day with. my ex hasnt done anything with me on that day for years.</span></div>
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So there is it. thats whats has happened to me over the last year. things went from shit to great. i am very happy and grateful for how my life has changed. i pray for it to get even better. </div>
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<span style="color: #e06666;">As you can see from the pic today is my birthday. i am kinda happy about celebrating but then again still a little sad about what has been going on in my life. my last post is all about that. gonna go out with a few close friends tonight for dinner and hopefully a movie and more but we'll see how it goes. it is a weekday after all and a work and/or school day for most. sadly my bf as usual wont go out b/c of the baby. i expected that so i'm not surprised. hopefully we can hang out for a bit tomorrow since she will be traveling again on friday for months. my man is still outta town so i really am sad about that. he might not be back until the weekend or next week and my bday is today but his is on friday. i was hoping we would be able to be together for these next few days but i guess its too much too ask lately to be with the 2 people i love the most, my man and my best friend. well anyway despite whats been going on i will still try to be positive and have a great time with my friends tonight. its great to have close friends in your life. </span></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-34942034151341401772012-04-19T17:38:00.002-04:002012-04-19T17:38:54.175-04:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: #45818e;">hello everyone. i know it has been months since i have posted anything. i noticed many of the bloggers i follow have done the same. i didnt even realize it until recently. i have however been keeping up and reading the blogs that i follow even if i havent commented much. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;">things between my best friend and i, well, sadly nothing has changed. i thought we would have gone out today but no, she canceled on me. i had a feeling it wouldnt happen. she feels she needs to be with her kid 24/7 just b/c the kid has a bad rash. her mom or husband (yeah he is in town at the moment) are home and can babysit. my friend feels like she is the only one that can take care of her. ok if thats what she feels that she needs to do then ok fine. i know shes a new mom and she feels she needs to do this but this is exactly what i was afraid of. i knew that as soon as she had a kid that i would barely see her. i dont even care to hang out with her much anymore. i just pretty much got over it and have lost the excited feelings i used to have when we would hang out anyday or anytime. i know u gotta take care of ur kids but i hate how people change when they have them.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #45818e;">as far as my love life is concerned, well, i dont know. my man is outta town right now visiting family (although when hes back home he is still working alot). i miss him. sadly i recently got some info that i need to speak to him about but have to wait til he comes back home. i have to talk to him in person. i dont know for sure if this info is true or not but i hope, wish, and most of all am praying to God that its not. it hard to deal with this info at the moment but i am a patient person and would rather give benefit of the doubt first just in case. how serious is this info u ask, well, if its true it will be the reason for me to have to leave him after many years together. i am very saddened by this and have been depressed over it (hence the pic at the top). in case you are wondering if there is any chance i could forgive him after being together 12 years (the 1 friend i told about this asked. hes a friend of both of us), NO, there is not. if this info is true then this will be something i warned him about years ago and it is an unforgivable act to me b/c i consider it a betrayal to me. at this time i am not saying what it is exactly, but im sure after a guess or 2 some of you might already know what it is anyway. mainly just in case its not true i dont wanna say what it is just yet. i dont know when i will talk to him but the sooner the better. </span></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-45214295781328394412012-01-01T10:55:00.003-05:002012-01-01T11:54:38.042-05:00Happy New Year!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikfhZpzg8e0ilH_SwWbAOY4Y3SityQy9HZx85AQAhjDRbTw09efXlboQgb6CNQBFQsJxS71stfTgsHPz9AAi4Wz8cTKT81rXA_b32NeQv0aQY4puREfaHqLvefHu9NtMSLZzQJvTUyhfw/s1600/happy+new+year.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 277px; height: 182px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikfhZpzg8e0ilH_SwWbAOY4Y3SityQy9HZx85AQAhjDRbTw09efXlboQgb6CNQBFQsJxS71stfTgsHPz9AAi4Wz8cTKT81rXA_b32NeQv0aQY4puREfaHqLvefHu9NtMSLZzQJvTUyhfw/s320/happy+new+year.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5692694336277851986" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Happy New Year everyone! i hope everyone had a good night and a lot of fun. i hope 2012 will be better for everyone. sadly i had to work but it was an ok night. my man is still outta town but i did get to talk to him yesterday. i really miss him. i think this year is gonna be even better for me. some of the goals i set for myself last year i was able to achieve. hopefully the other goals i have i will get to do this year. forget hoping, i will achieve them. first up will be to get a few more things fixed on my car, its runs great but got a few things to take care of with it. then i plant o get a place. i get so excited at the thought of finally moved out into my own place. also i really want to get back into school this year. another thing will be to get started on the businesses/real estate that my man and i wanna do. i hope everyone will get everything they want this new year. Have a great 1st day of the year everyone.</span></span><br /></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-46137662259974183122011-12-28T05:39:00.013-05:002011-12-28T14:57:45.546-05:00where was I ... ?<span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:85%;" >After working last night i had errands to run in the morning so when i went to bed yesterday it was 1pm so i spend the day in bed. i guess i must have been tired. i woke up very late around 11pm (was pissed off) and after a while got online and decided to go on my blog again. it had been months. i didnt even realized it until i started looking at my last post. cant believe i havent written anything since before halloween. i feel embarrassed. sometimes people just have stuff going on and get distracted or tired, etc. i honestly have not had the energy or motivation to write. i really should post more often like i used to. i used to be so active on here in the beginning and especially being the holidays i hate that i havent posted or even changed the way my blog looks to go with the holidays. i love doing that and completely missed it. life can get to you. anyway i am going to catch everyone up on what i've been up to this holiday season.</span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDp2mURz9uEAJWEivbuLt23XBDUjIc613kbMd_8WTJZsjSnn6T0rWNoSW3R2Njp-6OSx2usNJSV17a9J4B7txN9TGBvN3I3-NbhyphenhyphenShjavVsM4npJeWM-xmpLoALcCwndfJs07xmaZs99s/s1600/moon.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 162px; height: 115px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDp2mURz9uEAJWEivbuLt23XBDUjIc613kbMd_8WTJZsjSnn6T0rWNoSW3R2Njp-6OSx2usNJSV17a9J4B7txN9TGBvN3I3-NbhyphenhyphenShjavVsM4npJeWM-xmpLoALcCwndfJs07xmaZs99s/s200/moon.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691133576572509250" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;">When halloween time came around i was pretty busy having fun. the friday before halloween i went out to a bar with friends to hear a band play. a friend of my friend knew someone playing in that band. on saturday i headed down to key west with a group of friends. around this time of year theres a festival down there called fantasy fest. some of you might have heard of it. its like a crazy street party and it seems like anything goes. i'm not wild and crazy like that but definitely had fun. we headed down by rented bus around noon and headed back up after midnight. the next night i had to go into work but thats ok b/c i had halloween night off and went to south beach with my friends and partied and took pics and stuff. they all left home early. i dont know why but i was still in the mood to party so i continued to have fun on my own and went home later on. got back home around 5am. This halloween weekend was one of the best weekends i have ever had.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPHsRx8nbK1D_g-Fsf0AkMkAhJMIinHAH9ZxtsxjIm4eDUKsfAjYftR4OnM8rO1piP9RDDssSMkTdHxdEotblR5HjBQCF3S-RG70EUbwCCBpzk8qpMP3YNNFNRzzHUYPWXZaz2GAne8zM/s1600/turkey.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 154px; height: 133px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPHsRx8nbK1D_g-Fsf0AkMkAhJMIinHAH9ZxtsxjIm4eDUKsfAjYftR4OnM8rO1piP9RDDssSMkTdHxdEotblR5HjBQCF3S-RG70EUbwCCBpzk8qpMP3YNNFNRzzHUYPWXZaz2GAne8zM/s200/turkey.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691160651955807698" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">For thanksgiving not much happened. my mom was out of town, she didnt expect to be but had to. it was ok. i brought some stuff for thanksgiving dinner and made dinner for my dad and stepdad. that was about it for thanksgiving, just dinner at home and then had to work. its sux to have to work on a holiday but since i work at night i can still enjoy the day.</span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiInx_WSLW7nKJ_Vx22cp2QatqmOiw5DiMtD9JzAaHs81yJqxhNDxIICUZFXg6vawjEKdmOB_wjjLLBKaeA5Mv1_HJJMFG0Htbu8SLywSSUmTVljkVQsvUe3FqI5FQK5m41FJVxK43ZcJA/s1600/xmas.bmp"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 156px; height: 114px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiInx_WSLW7nKJ_Vx22cp2QatqmOiw5DiMtD9JzAaHs81yJqxhNDxIICUZFXg6vawjEKdmOB_wjjLLBKaeA5Mv1_HJJMFG0Htbu8SLywSSUmTVljkVQsvUe3FqI5FQK5m41FJVxK43ZcJA/s200/xmas.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691187519170106866" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Christmas was similar to thanksgiving. my mom was originally still supposed to be outta town but came back early for christmas. sadly i got a cold from my dad recently so was still feeling sick before christmas. on christmas eve was supposed to go to my moms for dinner or at least just go somewhere but wasnt feeling up to it so i ended up staying in and watching christmas movies on tv. on christmas i was much better and went over to my moms place, my dad and stepdad were there also. so was my puppy and my moms dog (my puppy's mom). we all had dinner and then exchanged gifts. it was a nice night.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><br />During all of this i really wish my boyfriend could have joined me. i miss him so much. i barely get to see him anymore. he's been working so much lately. i would rather have spent my holiday time with him than anyone else. but i understand his side, he is really focusing on making money right now to get us started off right. soon enough we should be able to get our own place and when we do then he will ease up on work and work a more normal schedule like i do. also once we have a place we will have more peace of mind away from our families and the crappy places we live in now and be able to work together on achieving our goal of owning a business and some real estate so we can stop working jobs. i cant wait. we did have our 12 year anniversary recently. yes 12 years we have been together. we went to a concert and had dinner after wards then hung out for a while.<br /><br />Updates on my best friend are about the same. we have been talking more lately if you consider texting talking which i dont and i know many of you dont either. at least its something. we only actually talk when she calls me wanting to chat then we can finally chat for a while. i dont bother calling her at this time only b/c every time i have she gets distracted by anything and hangs up not even 5 mins later. oh well i guess this is just how things are with her now with the baby.<br /><br />for now i'll just deal with it as is and maybe this is how its supposed to be now. i have my job which has been good to me for the 1 1/2 years i have been there and has given me the financial means to do just about whatever i want these days. in the past i had to rely on my best friend to go out most of the time or to pay for me sometimes which is part of the reason i feel the way i do. being able to make stable money has given me opportunities to go out with many friends more often, go to parties, buy things whenever i want, and even go out to things like concerts. i guess life found a way to balance things out for me and i didnt realize as much as i do now while typing this.<br /></span></span></span></span></span>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-3061524055046819742011-10-09T20:01:00.007-04:002011-10-09T23:24:21.997-04:00Having fun and feeling better...<img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 260px; height: 260px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlce1QNaauhp7GyBvtUyv-HN3Q_ZKXQkF_gFw_tBYJlPhSTAStkurI_KD6Z5W6KIzfPQJFbirxKWftoWbxbCZ82_ipWrfGYNtUpF_9Y7064SaWG9vSMpgGSKUr22_KZF3WvVog3okjS4E/s320/weird+al.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5661680714827130066" border="0" /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-size:85%;" >Well things for me have been going a little better. i got to spend some time with my boyfriend recently. we went to a concert earlier in the week. it was a short trip away so i booked us a nice hotel room for the night. we had dinner, enjoyed the concert, and relaxed and talked the rest of the evening. got some great sleep too. we went to a Weird Al concert. i love that guy. he is as hilarious as ever. so glad i got us tix early. we have great upper level seats. we have laughed that hard or had that much fun in a long while. cant wait for him to tour in my area again. with my boyfriend working all the time and me working also its hard to spend any time together, especially when we dont live together right now. definitely gotta appreciate the times we do get to spend together even more. </span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjP4gV88Iv4GNceS7vBsKVmWJVHBSMbSfRYl7p4WQ6Nceh27jsvsjZu015JW6ET7NZJqy4rSPvv-bjYzW3cuqRaMRuPQydimKzwTxMUvqVBb4XyG-mCgj_EQe9xuUcFPQ1XpOmAeMGhNJQ/s1600/sitting.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 187px; height: 140px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjP4gV88Iv4GNceS7vBsKVmWJVHBSMbSfRYl7p4WQ6Nceh27jsvsjZu015JW6ET7NZJqy4rSPvv-bjYzW3cuqRaMRuPQydimKzwTxMUvqVBb4XyG-mCgj_EQe9xuUcFPQ1XpOmAeMGhNJQ/s320/sitting.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5661683518051589922" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-size:85%;">Well as far as everything else things are getting a little better. still saving money for a place. had some expenses recently so almost have to start over again. one recent expense was one i was waiting for lately. i finally got my new puppy. she came in on friday. i love her, she is so adorable. has a little separation anxiety for now but generally she is very well behaved. i am happy with her.<br /><br />As far as any updates with my best friend and her new baby, no updates really. she is doing well and the baby is good. i know how i have been ranting and raving about it lately. sorry if i bothered anyone too much. as i said before just had a lot of feelings to get out. i am just not used to this. one day not long ago we did chat on the phone for a while and that was great. havent chatted that long since the baby was born. most of the time now from talking for hours on the phone everyday is now reduced to mostly texting here and there. i still kinda feel the way i have described before but at this point in time i have come to some realizations. i have come to accept the situation especially when i have known her for over 15 years and over time this is how she has become. she distances herself from almost everyone when she has a change in her life. so for now all i can do is wait and see when she decides she wants me to visit. she is still my best friend and i still love and support her and will always be there for her. in the meantime i have my man and other friends that i have been hanging out with so i dont have to feel alone. i do have other people in my life that want to be with me and dont distance themselves b/c of a change. i am grateful for good friends and for a man that loves me very much. </span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"></a></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-12073221916780914162011-09-23T19:47:00.009-04:002011-09-24T20:16:34.840-04:00Fall is here...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEipkuraCwfkvBZLrXozquxmggGqTpyFg3pNE_BWJIXw7ElClVf8NIZT0ABCFvifJhlpZ9s6iVhHCTfBZbmJC9JiZ9WBdWXEwYw4-EII_AyUy9NiUoz5NHysVXiaHmdloLMy4FBWumRKNR8/s1600/people+in+fall.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 290px; height: 216px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEipkuraCwfkvBZLrXozquxmggGqTpyFg3pNE_BWJIXw7ElClVf8NIZT0ABCFvifJhlpZ9s6iVhHCTfBZbmJC9JiZ9WBdWXEwYw4-EII_AyUy9NiUoz5NHysVXiaHmdloLMy4FBWumRKNR8/s320/people+in+fall.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5655708270492441442" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;">Well its the 1st day of fall today. i am feeling good about that. today there also new season premieres on today. theres kitchen nightmares, ghost adventures, and more.<br /><br />Also cant wait for the weather to change. would be nice for the days to be cooler. also fall is the start of the holidays. i love the holidays. i actually was hoping that my boyfriend and i couldve gotten married today. i thought being friday (our fav day of the week) and being the 1st day of fall (our fav season) it would have been a nice day to do so. and sept 23 is a nice date in my opinion too. sadly it didnt work out. oh well, thats ok. just gonna wait a little longer. not in a rush but it would be nice to marry the man i love already. i do have another date later this year in mind. maybe that will work out, we'll see. either way it would be better to have an apt together first anyway. still working on that and getting closer to it. i have done some more work to my car and its running great so thats another thing i have been able to get done and am feeling good about.<br /><br />For now i have been taking better care of myself and have been getting dr check ups and obgyn check ups and had a dental exam recently too. the general health checkups are fine. i will be getting my full obgyn check up results too. dental is ok too but i do need a cleaning. well everyone does after a while. i will mention the other check ups i plan to do in a future post. for now of course i wanted to see how i am healthwise and i am ok. as for the obgyn check ups, of course as a woman i wanna see how i am but also make sure i am ok to have kids in the future. especially since my boyfriend wants kids. it seems like i am going to get harassed about it for a while until i do. my boyfriend has wanted kids for years. for some years my mom has been bothering me about grand kids and has gotten more annoying over time, even more now b/c my best friend. i recently found out my boyfriends mom asked him about when we finally gonna have kids. everyone is starting to piss me off. i am not ready yet and dont have anything ready for a kid anyway. no apt, no money saved, not married, etc. sorry but i have never believed in that way of thinking that many people have about how you can never really be ready for a kid. well maybe not completely mentally ready but for me as far as financially (money), physically (losing weight), being stable (having a place to live), fun (travel a little and live a little bit more), etc people can be ready before hand. at least i plan to, despite how everyone is harassing me or whatever baby signs i have been seeing since last year. and i have found it to be bs and many of the people i know that ended up having kids that way is b/c they allowed their emotional side to take over and they regretted it. i dont want to regret having kids.<br /><br />As far as my last post. i know that i probably sounded crazy with as much as i wrote. hell i seem to have written a little too much in this post too, lol. gotta love blogs, great way to let out whatever you're feeling. i just had so much to let out. i am feeling better about kids lately. my best friend recently had her baby not long ago. i went to visit her at the hospital. i didnt hear from her the day the baby was born b/c she was in bad shape. she ended up having a c-section, and was given meds for pain. she really didnt want to but the baby couldnt fit through her pelvis. she was dead set on no c-section but i did warn her months ago to at least keep it in mind just in case b/c she is very thin woman and its likely to happen. and it happened, she didnt listen to me and now reality has hit her. now whats funny is that she says is at when she has her 2nd kid (at least 3 or more years form now) she try to have a natural birth (its possible after a c-section) and if after 2 or 3 hours of trying then she just tell the doctors to give her a c-section if she cant have the baby naturally. she would have had 3-4 kids if they she could have them all naturally but even the doctor told her that natural births are not for her and he doesnt recommend it. so it looks like she will likely just have 2. i love her baby and all (i did the moment i saw her) but sadly the baby was born with a deformity, its minor though and can be easily fixed. i personally think that how she had the c-section and all the pain and swelling she went through and the baby's deformity was all karma coming back at her. she had a baby in an environment of selfishness and laziness in my opinion and thats why i think its happened the way it did. i even had visions and dreams of it. if you havent read my last post read it and you'll know why i am saying what i'm saying.<br /><br />Well thats my rant and rave for now i guess. i know sometimes i post more frequently than others times and if i take too long i am sorry but at times i am just busy or too tired (mostly from work) to post something even when i want to. i cant wait for the day my boyfriend and i can get a business going and no longer have to work. til then just gonna do what we gotta do and enjoy life as much as possible at the same time.<br /></span></span>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-22505089145466006722011-07-16T17:54:00.013-04:002011-09-22T15:49:09.455-04:00doing some serious thinking...(warning-long post)<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhK0Jx1tlr1BOaHGCCmVF4bLSAfxXA8vupk9w-Z7EcizwS5JrMv3rGssEKjzaeCuxWUNroFxbJDtYDTnQug0KyHgGFKHfLV41_UgRC8FMeUVnFfE9Zb2MsRwgA4bQ_UCcapb5fzJWR7Xzc/s1600/tshirt.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 210px; height: 210px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhK0Jx1tlr1BOaHGCCmVF4bLSAfxXA8vupk9w-Z7EcizwS5JrMv3rGssEKjzaeCuxWUNroFxbJDtYDTnQug0KyHgGFKHfLV41_UgRC8FMeUVnFfE9Zb2MsRwgA4bQ_UCcapb5fzJWR7Xzc/s320/tshirt.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5655273361581755202" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:85%;" >I've been having a lot of mixed feelings lately. for some time now i have been thinking more serious about what i want in life. i'm talking more about the future. mainly my serious thinking involves both my boyfriend and i. mainly about where i see us in the future and about kids in the future.<br /><br />I never really cared to have kids but my boyfriend definitely wants a lot of them. i guess being a little older now i have actually been thinking about having kids. i have made it very clear that if and when that time comes at most i would have like maybe 2 or 3 or so (it depends, dont know what the future holds yet). i wouldnt mind 2, a girl and a boy. of if i only had 1 i want it to be a girl, if i have more then one i want a girl first regardless. my boyfriend agrees with that, he wants a girl first too. i got him to realize that too many kids is just nuts. we have no way to take care of a lot of kids, let alone just 1 right now. and even if we have the means having too many kids is not necessary or smart, at least not for me.<br /><br />Either way there are things i want us to have first. definitely i want us to get married first. we are engaged. i want us also to have a nice place together, either a good 2 or 3 bedroom apartment or even better, a house (basically a decent place to live and a good amount of space). i want us each to have a good car. i have one now but he doesnt. i have been doing repairs to my and its driving great. i want us to have a nice small wedding and a great honeymoon and do a little traveling and have some road trips (i would be happy with traveling at least 1 place b4 kids, preferably during the honeymoon or even making a road trip for the honeymoon). i want to finish school also, although i could compromise and maybe finish part of school after having a kid if it comes to that or doing something before, its hard to say right now. very importantly i myself need to lose weight as well. i dont wanna be out of shape when that time comes. most definitely i want us to not have to work. we want to own some businesses and real estate so that we dont have to have jobs anymore. the real estate wont be too easy but the businesses actually can be. there are some small businesses my boyfriend has the opportunity to own but he just needs the start up money (which is why he is working alot right now). we're sick of working for other people. i believe we can do it, it will just take a little time and money.<br /><br />These things arent just to prepare for a kid, this is more of us living and enjoying our lives together before devoting a lot of it to kids. its just not the same when you dont have kids and are free to come and go as you please and answer to no one then when you have kids and have to take care of them first before you can do anything you want or need to. to me having these things in place will be beneficial for when a kid does come in the picture. i want us to have had a life and have done stuff together, my man and i have been together for years but have not been able to do much together in all this time. once kids come into the picture you have to dedicate so much time and energy to them that you just dont have as much time for yourselves, at least not at first. if you have a good support system then its not so bad time wise. to me it seems like alot of people get married to just have kids in wedlock (i actually know a couple like that, another couple that doesnt love each other but married just for the kid, and yet another couple where the wife is pregnant b/c her husband wanted a kid-in reality it was to keep her trapped). i just dont wanna be one of those women that ends up having kids, stays stuck at home, and regretting their lives and never being able to go anywhere or do anything. i refuse to end up that way. i never liked the stay at home mom lifestyle, for anyone that likes that life more power to you but its not me. i know i might sound bad or maybe even like a kid hating bitch or whatever but thats not the case. its just not all that simple. i want to have lived and have had a life somewhat before having a kid and even when the kids come into the picture i'm not just gonna be a stay at home mom either. of course i will be home to raise my kid but thats just not the only thing i wanna do. i'm not giving up my personal life entirely b/c of a kid, i still want and need to live as well. becoming a mom shouldnt mean that your individual self is done. i've it happen too many times which is why i have been scared to have kids for so many years. thats why i want and need to have these things in place first. i dont want to regret my life or my child.<br /><br />At this point in time my best friend is about 8 months pregnant. i am happy for her but i dont feel happy about it deep down. i dont let her know that though. my issues right now have nothing to do with her. its my personal feelings that i have to deal with, no one else. we hang out and stuff but being that she is a slender petite girl she gets tired easily and she doesnt even want to go out at night anymore b/c she is tired. thats normal of course but what worries me is that i think she will change completely once her daughter is here (yes she is having a girl). she changed and became one of those doesnt want to work anymore wives b/c the man makes enough money kinda person. that was not the kind of person i knew her to be before she got married. and i'm afraid that once that baby is here that i will barely ever see her unless its to go to her place to help her with the baby or a doctors appointment or something like that which is guess is ok but it will frustrate me at times when i just wanna hang out with her. her mom is living with her and helping her but who knows if she will be scared to leave the baby with her mom even for just a moment to go to a movie or out to eat or something, i hope she wont be afraid to do so. i hope she doesnt forget herself just b/c of the baby. she didnt really plan on having a kid now, she wanted to start later this year or next year but her husband wanted to start. something happened b/w them recently that made him want to start having a family in an effort to make them closer. sometimes having a kid will do that and sometimes it wont. depends on the couple. this couple in reality is nothing more than he wanted a kid b/c he did something recently that almost broke up the marriage (after a while and a lot of fights she forgave him) so he wanted to the kid thinking having a family will make them closer and he knows that she wont leave if she does have a kid b/c she wont the lifestyle that he has provided for her. in my opinion this is kind of a sad reason to have a kid. for her, shes in her early 30's and doesnt want to wait too much longer and possibly not being able to have a kid b/c of the biological clock women have (typical situation for a lot of women). i consider that clock to be so unfair. it forces women not ready to have a kid or those who want to wait to have one before being ready and if you dont you might possibly never be able to have your own or it will be too hard to do. yes there is adoption and other options but its not the same compared to having your own.<br /><br />I know this is a long post. i meant to post it some time ago but kept on editing it once a while until i felt it was right. i love having a blog so much. i can write what i want and get out feelings and frustrations i am dealing with without anyone knowing who i am or getting mad at me for what i wrote or thinking i am a freak b/c of what i wrote. thank you blogger.com<br /></span>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-27203868684889801582011-06-19T22:32:00.005-04:002011-06-20T00:45:37.959-04:00Getting back to business....<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdWrEQWvwpXAHK6MFT79e2b49hQztsRauGL_Lh4GSB7qIAmNvv6hywhoR-GEuiGnVO5I5s-I2pjLx4QNxeruZgkO30o9ukxPYow8CGm2kAdgGfPyBqDcoThI7th-UrdwS2oWWbhP6jqCU/s1600/colorful.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdWrEQWvwpXAHK6MFT79e2b49hQztsRauGL_Lh4GSB7qIAmNvv6hywhoR-GEuiGnVO5I5s-I2pjLx4QNxeruZgkO30o9ukxPYow8CGm2kAdgGfPyBqDcoThI7th-UrdwS2oWWbhP6jqCU/s320/colorful.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5620124951168355778" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:85%;">Hey everyone. back again. i was finally able to catch up on reading blogs today and posting on my own again also. a lot of the blogs i read have pretty much done the same thing. some havent posted in a while due to work or other issues. well same here, work is keeping me busy and tired usually. but cant complain, i love having a good job that pays well and where i get along with everyone.<br /><br />Well its pretty much the start of summer. i hope everyone is enjoying themselves and having fun going to the beach or whatever. i just wish it wouldnt get so hot in my area but hey its summer. it rained today in my area but not much. there wasnt been much rain last year or this year over here. i actually want a good hard rain for a day. i live in florida and florida is dry right now, we need rain. also i like rainy weather and would love some water instead of hot sun for a change.<br /><br />As far as whats going on with me is that i did get a car not long ago, back in april. not a new car but i love it. took me a little time but i saved the money, brought it, and its all mine. got the title already too. it feels good to own my car and not have to make monthly payments. still have to do that with the insurance unfortunately but thats part of having a car. still have a few repairs to do but nothing major. still saving for an apartment but once the car is done that wont be a problem. gotta say it feels so good to be able to drive to work and anywhere else i need to go w/o having to rely on a bus or someone else to take me somewhere.<br /><br />I also had my 2 year blogiversary last month but didnt post b/c i actually forgot from being busy. i have almost forgotten how good it feels to blog. its a great outlet to express yourself. i mean i can write things on here that i cant or dont share with anyone else. well thats it for now. i will be posting again in a day or two. got something more on the personal side of things i wanna blog about. </span>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-53469133882826916582011-02-27T16:16:00.003-05:002011-02-27T16:23:43.873-05:00Car search continues...<span style="font-size:78%;">Well i have finally had a chance to clean out the car. it is really to sell. i'm really just trying to get the best price i can from a junker but someone walking by me earlier while i was cleaning it out asked me if i was selling. i said yes and we talked about a price. she said she would talk to her husband and see if he was interested. if he is then i can get a little more than i would from a junker so i will give them a chance to contact me today. if not then i will just contact a junker tomorrow and be done with it. i have been searching for another car but everyone is either asking too much or selling a crappy looking lemon. i'm not desperate so i can wait a little longer. although it is a little frustrating to not be able to drive for now but i can deal with it. i've dealt with worse. you know the old saying, "what doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger." </span>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-5246061062080529772011-02-17T07:57:00.005-05:002011-02-18T17:55:17.663-05:00busy, busy, busy...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihNH_HkhT93L2WVUpF_9DpgjYKknKKXthfgMgCFNQ6ObthRJAxMNUQ1vYM7Xy7Fy-2X4rNul8hcrKNV7h-alhlZhRB2KtDRggKPLpu4fERHtce74swg8lmTBLdZuxjej2u-p-Ku7IPYkI/s1600/happy-valentines-day-graphics23.gif"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 179px; height: 132px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihNH_HkhT93L2WVUpF_9DpgjYKknKKXthfgMgCFNQ6ObthRJAxMNUQ1vYM7Xy7Fy-2X4rNul8hcrKNV7h-alhlZhRB2KtDRggKPLpu4fERHtce74swg8lmTBLdZuxjej2u-p-Ku7IPYkI/s320/happy-valentines-day-graphics23.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574642343174985378" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:85%;" >Hello everyone. i have finally found some time to post again. i have missed doing so but have just been so much more busier than usually lately. first off i would like to say Happy Valentine's Day to everyone (i know i'm a little late). i hope everyone had a nice romantic valentines day. what did i do? unfortunately nothing. had to work but its ok, my man and i will see each other soon again. as much as i would have loved to have gone out on valentines day its not mandatory. although it was a little saddening when i saw friends on facebook<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAO9hZuOg-Btz4fFITheKUu7M_1Wwp2IK01MXL9lYNblhPuhhXJEEmlG7jN3IFlNNpTX3Cuzb7KzVn7x2yENTrHHRCREjxCjd38d9h3G9sYp3fnbQQGF_XtU7b0okRLZ9HJzXoeASfePo/s1600/CarClipArt.gif"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 198px; height: 123px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAO9hZuOg-Btz4fFITheKUu7M_1Wwp2IK01MXL9lYNblhPuhhXJEEmlG7jN3IFlNNpTX3Cuzb7KzVn7x2yENTrHHRCREjxCjd38d9h3G9sYp3fnbQQGF_XtU7b0okRLZ9HJzXoeASfePo/s320/CarClipArt.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574709347280825554" border="0" /></a> Either way the car is broken down and neither of us can drive anywhere. but thats ok though, i never liked that car my boyfriend bought. its too big, wastes gas, and is expensive to fix which is why i am currently looking for another car. its not easy looking for another car, i cant afford too much, and many people are just plain greedy. they want too much for a car and wont negotiate. many cars also have issues. i dont have time to fix a car, i need a good working car now. i would love a new car but that is just too much money. i dont wanna spend years paying off a car when i can just spend a little now and buy it at one time.<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidKgHyOK24E_6FA_BTE5PtRa_cNDqujaBM5XD7oYQOuWKGZ5cNxpBjQEKFWa0t9MjWBa40ehbQmlrkE2gqjW7suEyB6Xm0ZU2qm0-BHOGUJZ0hft-tD5Ptd-siwJG4tpFpcMMyu93o-OQ/s1600/index.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 139px; height: 147px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidKgHyOK24E_6FA_BTE5PtRa_cNDqujaBM5XD7oYQOuWKGZ5cNxpBjQEKFWa0t9MjWBa40ehbQmlrkE2gqjW7suEyB6Xm0ZU2qm0-BHOGUJZ0hft-tD5Ptd-siwJG4tpFpcMMyu93o-OQ/s320/index.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5575146502399263442" border="0" /></a>Now for some good news. as of last month i was promoted at work. only 6 months at my job (at the time) i was made a manager and given a nice raise. it feels good when a job actually appreciates your hard work. i feel good about it. its nice to be in a higher position and make good money. i hope to stay at this job for a while. and the extra money i'll be making will really help with my goals of buying another car, getting an apartment, and hopefully this year going back to school. we'll see what the future holds.<br /></span>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-11206412717113062332010-12-31T19:24:00.002-05:002010-12-31T20:23:15.299-05:00Happy New Year!<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVuwWnUxCZZJ_X7gq8BsGJB6_RSybfKSgjuahDHijQLemp8TMdMP8ZPUPtyUKCoCASYOZzJULH5qCkIUZZlHT7kCInTXEUAO1r4J8cP1Mqctt9kvCHPESwSMBDY8KXh36w3aqVdJmBgM4/s1600/hny11.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 259px; height: 194px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVuwWnUxCZZJ_X7gq8BsGJB6_RSybfKSgjuahDHijQLemp8TMdMP8ZPUPtyUKCoCASYOZzJULH5qCkIUZZlHT7kCInTXEUAO1r4J8cP1Mqctt9kvCHPESwSMBDY8KXh36w3aqVdJmBgM4/s320/hny11.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5557008743616418178" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-size:85%;" >I cant believe its new years eve already. this year went by so fast. i actually remember what i was doing around this time last year. well for me i unfortunately have to work tonight at midnight. oh well, at least i have a job so thats something to be grateful for during these times. my boyfriend was going to join me tonight but his family really wanted him to go to church with them. if he didnt then they would give him crap for a while. i told him that it was ok. not that i mind that, not at all, but i was hoping he would be with me tonight. looks like i'll have no one to kiss at midnight. i do plan to go see him in the morning after work so it'll be ok.<br /><br />I just havent been as much in the holiday spirit as i have previous years. this year is the first year i have ever had to work on the holidays, not during, but on the actual holidays of christmas and new years. i guess i am feeling a little down because of it. i'll be ok though.<br /><br />When i deposited my paycheck today i was looking at the pay stub b/c i noticed my pay was higher than normal. i saw that my rate per hour was increased by $2. i was very happy to see that. now if that is permanent or temporary i dont know for sure. my bosses do own me extra money so that could be how they are paying it to me or maybe i have been doing such good work (i know that i have b/c i have been told so) that they raised my pay. thats something i was happy about.<br /><br />Well anyway, i hope everyone has a Happy New Year. i hope we all see some nice fireworks tonight. have a great time, lots of fun, be safe, and may the new year bring good things to everyone. see you all next year, lol. :)<br /></span></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-76645115401436198012010-12-25T21:04:00.005-05:002010-12-25T22:08:39.922-05:00Merry Christmas!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgN6q6Bv1_WZ65xniCa8RV1i9bG4wmmiARAgcjUzdctRQJWU2GdMmfNoDWiykmXstY5T20efIOZ1xg0UZlht9uJNE0FSuJNOaiS8U1CdUr84CX2PPkfqU5kvXWh0if_OlNKzV05h2lA7N8/s1600/holiday+tree.jpeg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgN6q6Bv1_WZ65xniCa8RV1i9bG4wmmiARAgcjUzdctRQJWU2GdMmfNoDWiykmXstY5T20efIOZ1xg0UZlht9uJNE0FSuJNOaiS8U1CdUr84CX2PPkfqU5kvXWh0if_OlNKzV05h2lA7N8/s320/holiday+tree.jpeg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5554806576996832018" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone! i know i havent posted in a little while and i am sorry for that. we all get busy around this time of year. well last time i posted it was thanksgiving. since then a few things have happened.<br /><br />On nov. 29 my boyfriend and i celebrated our 11th year anniversary together. yes 11 years. we have had a lot of good times and some bad times. every relationship goes through that. regardless i love him very much and can deal with another 11 years, as long as he dont drive me crazy, lol.<br /><br />I also got a $50 christmas bonus check from work. not great but its something. i have been working a lot lately. unfortunately i had to work this morning and will be working again tonight. i even have to work at midnight on new years. great way to ring in the new year. oh well, as my boyfriend says its better to ring in the new year with a job than without. i think for new years i will get to work on purpose a little late so at least my boyfriend and i can kiss at midnight. or maybe get there a little early, turn on the tv in one of the rooms (if there are any empty ones-i work in a hotel for anyone that doesnt know) watch the ball drop in nyc (i always watch timesquare at new years every year) and ring in the new year together. its better that nothing.<br /><br />Well for christmas today i stopped by a 7eleven in the morning, brought a few things and went home. i opened a few presents with some family members and we had breakfast together. i got a radio from my dad. my mom is living out of the country and she will be visiting next month. we will have to wait til then to see our gifts. i had to go to bed this morning so i did and slept most of the day. it felt great. i havent slept much in a while. my family went out to see some other family. i havent gotten all of my presents yet. some of my friends had to be with family so my friends and i will be seeing eachother over the next few days to exchange gifts. my boyfriend had to be with family too but i will be going to see him soon before work and we will exchange gifts then. i hope he likes what i got him.<br /><br />I will be catching up on everyone's blogs soon</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">. well everyone i hope you all had a great christmas</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">. have a good night, keep warm, love eachother and enjoy eachothers company.<br /><br /></span></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-4289072639802291202010-11-26T18:53:00.001-05:002010-11-26T22:17:45.341-05:00Happy Thanksgiving and Black Friday.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmx4gbxcbzmWjI3qlSlTMh2_aJaWFztQ4EFi-JhyWU3ooxjDYYfdUQf1xgY_zvXS0Rt3IEcdHaDe5uNxx2sGtJe2-kBLfnv3J6SvCBXXAKS35FoQEdbuiipRuXkWiWQBadOU7PlyYs9ek/s1600/Thanksgiving-+feast.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 305px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmx4gbxcbzmWjI3qlSlTMh2_aJaWFztQ4EFi-JhyWU3ooxjDYYfdUQf1xgY_zvXS0Rt3IEcdHaDe5uNxx2sGtJe2-kBLfnv3J6SvCBXXAKS35FoQEdbuiipRuXkWiWQBadOU7PlyYs9ek/s320/Thanksgiving-+feast.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544011862255981538" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Happy Thanksgiving and Black Friday everyone. usually i would have posted yesterday on the actual holiday but i was just tired and thought it wouldnt be a big deal to wait til the next day. well i hope everyone had a good and tasty thanksgiving. my dad did the cooking this year and it was just a few relatives. my boyfriend had dinner at a relatives too. if he doesnt his family harasses him, lol. we had of course turkey, i just brought a turkey breast. there wasnt many of us so we didnt need a big turkey. we had dinner rolls and other thanksgiving foods. dessert was pumpkin pie and ice cream. i didnt eat too much, yes i was full but more of a satisfied full then a about to explode from eating too much full that is typical of thanksgiving. but you know how it is after you eat on thanksgiving. you get relaxed and sleepy. i laid down and relaxed with some tv. unfortunately i fell asleep and woke up at 11:20 and had to be at work at midnight. i was so pissed off at myself. sometimes my body will wake up if i have something to do but i dont like to take the chance. i would usually set my cell phone alarm but i forgot. luckily i only work 5 miles away from home and dont take much time to get ready so i threw some clothes on, did a few other things and was on my way. i got there and parked right at midnight and went to the office. i was only like 5 mins late, not a big deal but i am so glad i woke up when i did. i wont do that again, i will try to always set my alarm. </span></span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3EEnGw1VmNo1k_d9rxbrPXf2z4BkdSyxcEa-EuU_jlXGtlrKf-K6pYwXSTVClH0e4X0rc0JFf-yZx-Cu6V1TFefWOduxv7RDoeNGR1SNY6jJZfYnfa47-QXMLa5FCY2uOO4kL028twI4/s1600/black-friday-lines.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 248px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3EEnGw1VmNo1k_d9rxbrPXf2z4BkdSyxcEa-EuU_jlXGtlrKf-K6pYwXSTVClH0e4X0rc0JFf-yZx-Cu6V1TFefWOduxv7RDoeNGR1SNY6jJZfYnfa47-QXMLa5FCY2uOO4kL028twI4/s320/black-friday-lines.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544057137489317906" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">As far has black friday i dont go out. its just too crazy and i do not have a need to buy stuff like crazy just b/c it is cheaper. it just doesnt seem worth it to me. and waiting in such long lines from whatever time the store opens up. for those of you that do go out and shop on black friday, not trying to put you down or anything like that. its just not my thing. but if you did go out and shop i hope you got what you wanted. </span><br /></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-29261633628500984532010-11-03T07:01:00.006-04:002010-11-03T07:48:40.550-04:00Why are holidays being rushed?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgMCSxsV8fcUKbfOatwgBG5jTOQ-Z0b1ZKvjQkG9XEv1Mi0gnkj3Nc73hzWZBl0eR6SHm4MQBR3tPZZBwXJ-RLgTnxkwYhLm_A-Rdu_iioiBh0uLI4fV9Ko1OakiFzPtsp3cbyt3dEH44A/s1600/mixing+holidays.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 293px; height: 230px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgMCSxsV8fcUKbfOatwgBG5jTOQ-Z0b1ZKvjQkG9XEv1Mi0gnkj3Nc73hzWZBl0eR6SHm4MQBR3tPZZBwXJ-RLgTnxkwYhLm_A-Rdu_iioiBh0uLI4fV9Ko1OakiFzPtsp3cbyt3dEH44A/s320/mixing+holidays.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5535282251691033682" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">To tell you the truth, i really hate when stores bring out holiday items too early. for example last year i was seeing christmas stuff in stores before thanksgiving, but this year christmas stuff is out even before halloween was here. i really hate that. why so early. yeah you can get the stuff cheaper when buying earlier but at the same time you limit the shelf space and therefore you limit the amount of holiday items you can display. makes no sense to me but i guess business wise it does. even then business wise i still say its too early.<br /><br />I especially noticed this in walgreens. i love walgreens but even they annoy me when they do this. i was in a walgreens not long before halloween to buy some candy. there was halloween and autumn/thanksgiving and christmas stuff all up in the same isle ready for selling. i wanted to take a pic but felt weird and didnt want anyone to think i was weird for doing it, and i didnt know if i would get in trouble either, probably not but who knows.<br /><br />I remember a friend once telling me that they dont mind b/c they like christmas and want to get as much of it as they can. but if they are not hanging up christmas stuff early or celebrating any part of it yet then what is the point. you can still get the same cheap prices for christmas stuff if you start buying in early december like i do.<br /><br />Whatever, i just feel like stores are trying to make time go by faster and it is already doing that on its own. time doesnt need any help, i actually wish it would slow down a bit. to me i dont start buying any christmas stuff til december 1st. yes i think about christmas before december b/c i love christmas but i like things simple and my holidays in their order. october = halloween, novmeber = thanksgiving (and black friday but that is a whole other post for another time), and december = christmas and new years after. thats just me.<br /><br />What are your opinions about this? i am sure that at least some of you have seen this in your areas. i would love to know your thoughts about it.<br /></span></span>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-4818088858444206682010-10-31T19:48:00.008-04:002010-10-31T20:34:51.341-04:00HAPPY HALLOWEEN!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3AP2O-drBuXWFJy5IUnts3MHgqbSjyhV7MIrwGiVROQY-rND0nBPk3qOc5zHfKnADUzvXHUqJ1X6zSnHkZfJfYTSQTj_cjFucpGdBfvkCLOY15hNihAR5UNuCJ5rnzzsRaJSHMWDIkWU/s1600/moon.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 259px; height: 194px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3AP2O-drBuXWFJy5IUnts3MHgqbSjyhV7MIrwGiVROQY-rND0nBPk3qOc5zHfKnADUzvXHUqJ1X6zSnHkZfJfYTSQTj_cjFucpGdBfvkCLOY15hNihAR5UNuCJ5rnzzsRaJSHMWDIkWU/s320/moon.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534362481736869746" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Happy Halloween everyone! trick or treat, lol. i love this holiday; the candy, the costumes, scary movies, and ghost shows on tv (ghost adventures is my fav).<br /><br />Well as for me i will be working tonight. its ok, i work on the beach so i will still get to enjoy candy and halloween costumes anyway. besides i havent had a trick or treator in years, and none of my friends ever throw halloween parties. thats ok, i usually go to a club or maybe an area (an outdoor mall near near my job for example) and just have fun with friends. i dont really dress up anymore since i dont feel the need to waste the money unless my friends do or i am going to a party or somewhere where most people are dressing up. i do miss dressing up, i love costumes. this year i did buy some cute cat ears so i guess that is my costume.<br /><br />Anyway for those of you that will be going out tonight i hope you have a great time, be safe, and eat your candy. i know i will. ;)<br /><br />And please feel free to enjoy the vids on the left side of my blog. the character talking is named foamy. i love the series, its hilarious, and much of what is said is true and makes you think while entertaining you. i suggest you watch the vids i posted, you'll love them. the creator has made a lot of them. if you would like to see more you can go on youtube or the website, http://www.illwillpress.com/. i posted part 2 above part 1 b/c part 1 is from halloween last year, part 2 is for this year.<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxf5xzqpcMo014ZOp9XL4Zhm7xUsgcYDIHc5xEwqoNsgnrPp-qmB3mqNtlV5Px6AmOibGL1l8V-Y0WATJqwmApZqY_pdbRuNsZw3bO6b2cP4IBMEtmHV_2TH467mUY_b2u3F80QwzNq40/s1600/candykid.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxf5xzqpcMo014ZOp9XL4Zhm7xUsgcYDIHc5xEwqoNsgnrPp-qmB3mqNtlV5Px6AmOibGL1l8V-Y0WATJqwmApZqY_pdbRuNsZw3bO6b2cP4IBMEtmHV_2TH467mUY_b2u3F80QwzNq40/s320/candykid.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534369804383269026" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></span></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-82642180738928629502010-10-25T18:58:00.010-04:002010-10-25T20:27:52.633-04:00It's Pumpkin Time...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Just yesterday i stopped by a pumpkin patch near a park i went to yesterday. a friend of mine invited me to a picnic. when i saw the pumpkin patch i decided to stop by after the picnic and walk around and take some pics. i'm going to share some with you.<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivfKWF-RpmMs8XHPXchvEya9BswChgC5jdoXojsETqBsF2jv0rE1WMZyPxV_4j1k_Yy9POTHfNRFUsmaWjV2Fx5GU5fzzGBdgmHh6a-pOeiW5CEU5AngDFVbdte9PLQ1LJjvzqTzn4rSU/s1600/S7001776.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivfKWF-RpmMs8XHPXchvEya9BswChgC5jdoXojsETqBsF2jv0rE1WMZyPxV_4j1k_Yy9POTHfNRFUsmaWjV2Fx5GU5fzzGBdgmHh6a-pOeiW5CEU5AngDFVbdte9PLQ1LJjvzqTzn4rSU/s320/S7001776.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5532133005462492930" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj2LK6AF5U8ro6vRuVpIKfnRhPGuYPIEu5h4NuzYuQL_7v3RtE1o5HbtFAbOXrw0_-a_T0QRlqwLc3nMil94n8mLxrV5_HUHNKmzrcs7MdGiyjl4Uxu6Pl2sCrrJnPJvheIfM35o1Uu6aE/s1600/S7001768.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj2LK6AF5U8ro6vRuVpIKfnRhPGuYPIEu5h4NuzYuQL_7v3RtE1o5HbtFAbOXrw0_-a_T0QRlqwLc3nMil94n8mLxrV5_HUHNKmzrcs7MdGiyjl4Uxu6Pl2sCrrJnPJvheIfM35o1Uu6aE/s320/S7001768.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5532133763177534130" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0yYUl97TELxwTWks4TWLe2nlrXqP8gwDa7riUCQBaq71QIfSBtFF8_QVQQ2jLMhCuiY5z7yXBaXCy-bs0G94FiBNAEmCcQD0mvj8TifjHiINuywse_TWwp7lzbDPeqKlHN-4jbTaLnz8/s1600/S7001779.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0yYUl97TELxwTWks4TWLe2nlrXqP8gwDa7riUCQBaq71QIfSBtFF8_QVQQ2jLMhCuiY5z7yXBaXCy-bs0G94FiBNAEmCcQD0mvj8TifjHiINuywse_TWwp7lzbDPeqKlHN-4jbTaLnz8/s320/S7001779.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5532134740802065298" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjck0Vh1Ep57WswxiPwUUrExH358V-Nfcl6nhVMSz5n8fqaGF3hMIfJsU5Kjk_SX79cJdTdlKTc66FQilHSAPbDYNuSenq7YAFL2dStU_bb-YHW4L1BjJrOo_l2WKEMxgK5C2vt7zM3SY/s1600/S7001780.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjck0Vh1Ep57WswxiPwUUrExH358V-Nfcl6nhVMSz5n8fqaGF3hMIfJsU5Kjk_SX79cJdTdlKTc66FQilHSAPbDYNuSenq7YAFL2dStU_bb-YHW4L1BjJrOo_l2WKEMxgK5C2vt7zM3SY/s320/S7001780.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5532135271824215458" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgx2WMUwr5Nka-jPXlhwkzr1pxwV3tj4S9oIBAF-lqKh8mTqDRFpjRG-FCRRHScUqKfifrkCTwHJXIIUl7hdSX1J1FZtyxm-NWrqjYaxDtzMkfMduz-BjGxkeNTh8BdbYjj-EOr61IHjMs/s1600/S7001783.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgx2WMUwr5Nka-jPXlhwkzr1pxwV3tj4S9oIBAF-lqKh8mTqDRFpjRG-FCRRHScUqKfifrkCTwHJXIIUl7hdSX1J1FZtyxm-NWrqjYaxDtzMkfMduz-BjGxkeNTh8BdbYjj-EOr61IHjMs/s320/S7001783.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5532136410027688210" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSg52ssEOVfY62dilJ4hfPGntvFW8ZkeTf_GnEOXpbRl6nsCE88uhkr1U-RiIdD39T0dUqvz_en24FD2XSRI_LcNpQ8rBxcJbdpHhrtwed9nSe8FaNx4re2mIAPgMQXIWWratickyIR2g/s1600/S7001788.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSg52ssEOVfY62dilJ4hfPGntvFW8ZkeTf_GnEOXpbRl6nsCE88uhkr1U-RiIdD39T0dUqvz_en24FD2XSRI_LcNpQ8rBxcJbdpHhrtwed9nSe8FaNx4re2mIAPgMQXIWWratickyIR2g/s320/S7001788.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5532139896973814114" border="0" /></a><br /><br />I had a great time. i actually havent been in a patch like this before. i have gone to places to buy pumpkins and stuff but never this nice. it was nice to also see all those families out there enjoying themselves and taking pics. the second picture shows a section of the patch where you can pay for your pumpkins and buy other stuff like teddy bears, drinks, pumpkin bread loaf, etc. i brought a cute little teddy bear thats holding a pumpkin and is wearing a little black shirt saying happy halloween. all the money (i think all, or maybe most, not sure) went to charity. i will show a pic of it in my next post.<br /></span></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-65708142861362349442010-10-22T07:37:00.004-04:002010-10-22T10:46:19.340-04:00Being Appreciated...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXIG8zUXsjnd9Iw4rs3XiELQg1b9t_-GuMmQxY4Cq4xx3p_nPGiQFbqCyLclZD6XMZJdDEMiOa9KBkFHCzaCsCT8E2pBwhgKPIvPPiJGH5a2NiNDxOxfy0NE2gM7lb92g3PxLMhY8kk2s/s1600/cup.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXIG8zUXsjnd9Iw4rs3XiELQg1b9t_-GuMmQxY4Cq4xx3p_nPGiQFbqCyLclZD6XMZJdDEMiOa9KBkFHCzaCsCT8E2pBwhgKPIvPPiJGH5a2NiNDxOxfy0NE2gM7lb92g3PxLMhY8kk2s/s320/cup.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530858758414880242" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">I just finished working 7 days straight. wasn't too bad but i'm glad i didn't have to work last night. gotta go back tonight but at least i feel more rested. anyway this long week that i worked was a little different b/c i had to do some training. not myself actually but 2 new people that were hired. i personally don't really like to train but was flattered. my supervisors told me that they thought i was the best employee there and that's why they choose me to do it. they even choose me over the guy that trained me when i started. they thought i would train the people good. i am happy that my job thinks of me that way. its nice to be appreciated, especially when others jobs haven't.<br /><br />Well i hope that i did train them good, i think i did. either way we will soon see. they will be starting on their own soon and will have to prove themselves. i thought that one of them did better than the other, jobwise. i even thought that only one would be hired but i guess they will be trying them both out. lets see how that goes, i hope they do well. i am just glad to be done with training. the new people were nice and fun to chat with but i'm just one of those people that prefers to do their work alone, and my job is more peaceful that way too. yeah i like to chat with my coworkers but when i do my work i prefer to be alone. my boyfriend and even my parents asked me if i was training replacements for myself. thanks for being happy for me everyone :/<br /><br />Whatever, its my job and its important what i think about it and how i do my work. they aren't there with me and aren't doing my job for me.</span></span><br /></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-86738619350697531662010-10-05T18:05:00.004-04:002010-10-05T22:33:23.568-04:00Who loves cooler weather? I do.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6IyTrHSmMNAQfrBv92FbuzUwNd_S5zyZXO4HMocUoPA02Uq3FF9XLVSfZZT9XqmzFAPaPw8gTs2bsml9ZgJxoYZa44xzq8fp_wvdgGtgCcisxALKO-2zEF4dPZM7syjq_oPXE_7H5CFw/s1600/people+in+fall.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 290px; height: 174px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6IyTrHSmMNAQfrBv92FbuzUwNd_S5zyZXO4HMocUoPA02Uq3FF9XLVSfZZT9XqmzFAPaPw8gTs2bsml9ZgJxoYZa44xzq8fp_wvdgGtgCcisxALKO-2zEF4dPZM7syjq_oPXE_7H5CFw/s320/people+in+fall.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5524698353897547682" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">For the first time yesterday i felt the temp change here in miami. i work on the beach and when i left work yesterday morning the breeze that came in from the ocean felt nice and cool. its the first time in a long time that it felt that way. it felt great. it was the same way today, nice and cool and cloudy. i cant wait for the temp to get a little cooler so i can start wearing sweaters. also, not having to use air conditioning all the time is nice too. it saves money and natural cool air is best anyway.<br /></span></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-68370357988886477052010-10-01T21:11:00.004-04:002010-10-01T22:09:41.344-04:00October?! when did that happen...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhL_gVMPjbUmvpYNB_M7DhncXDAhHVJNI0zBOtt-LnfYjUHdwtPGfvwh0SJIxEE2C-e5979CnTE5zz1ak3e96PNf3rdVrvi9JsERtYeYlV2hOh5Ziges4d_2OYuNgyDgrOil0TXbYSotVA/s1600/autumn+mist.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 272px; height: 186px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhL_gVMPjbUmvpYNB_M7DhncXDAhHVJNI0zBOtt-LnfYjUHdwtPGfvwh0SJIxEE2C-e5979CnTE5zz1ak3e96PNf3rdVrvi9JsERtYeYlV2hOh5Ziges4d_2OYuNgyDgrOil0TXbYSotVA/s320/autumn+mist.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5523251318287166082" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">I cant believe its october already. where did the time go? i love every season for different reasons but i think Fall is my favorite one. the temp starts to cool down (not much in my area so far), you can wear more clothes, a lot of shows start their new season, and its the start of the best holidays of the year (in my opinion). more horror movies start to come out in theaters. the leaves start to change color too. well i unfortunately dont see that since south florida doesnt really have the types of trees that change in fall but i'm fine with that. i could always road trip to see that if i want.<br /><br />Well as i said its october already. what do you think about that? what do you love about this time of year?<br /><br /> </span></span><br /></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-45342826274777930572010-09-29T20:17:00.006-04:002010-09-29T22:50:41.051-04:00Rainy Days<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhK0i8yLLQ_0PCgq5pNXt8jCDUHJd6brpE7ZuTU0eB6lcFy-RWct1VWq8J_oLD3a3rO6yWlV3a9FrXxoedwv8DnU-OEPBL0TI-M1u2WHFiZa7VpgsBe2x4szuNRcwhMdoceOfwXitHl8A/s1600/raining.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhK0i8yLLQ_0PCgq5pNXt8jCDUHJd6brpE7ZuTU0eB6lcFy-RWct1VWq8J_oLD3a3rO6yWlV3a9FrXxoedwv8DnU-OEPBL0TI-M1u2WHFiZa7VpgsBe2x4szuNRcwhMdoceOfwXitHl8A/s320/raining.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5522496909267680674" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Last night and all day today has been raining. we're being effected by tropical depression #16. its the one thats coming up north through florida from near south america. it'll be heading farther north. my area has had quite a bit of rainy days during the summer, some hard rains too but nothing as long. of course it is going to last for a while longer.<br /><br />Personally i dont mind at all, i actually love weather like this, especially when i am on my days off of work so i dont have to go anywhere. i just wish i was in an apt with a balcony so my boyfriend and i could sit on it and admire it together, yeah he loves this weather as much as i do. i only hate it if i have to go out in it but if i can be home when it happens then thats when its great.<br /><br />Unfortunately the car i am driving now has a leak in it somewhere and water is gathering on the floor of the car. it has happened before and i was hoping to find the leak before this storm hit but i couldnt. theres not much i can do until it stops raining and try to get that water out somehow. my dad suggested i get someone to drill a hole into the floor so whenever water comes in it will just drain out on its own. lol, my dad has great suggestions. i just might consider that one.<br /><br />Well for the moment it looks like it has stopped raining but for how long? i will be going to watch some tv and relax knowing that i dont have to work tonight.<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-41482216674013555772010-09-27T20:36:00.003-04:002010-09-27T21:44:38.115-04:00Progressing...<div style="text-align: center;">Hello everyone. i got caught up on all my blogs today. it felt good to do so. well things are starting to progress more. my boyfriend and i are closer to getting a place. i am really hoping that it will at least by by november or december. november b/c its our anniverary or december b/c of the holidays. i would love my own place to decorate and have friends over and stuff like that.<br /><br />Over the weekend my boyfriend and i went to the movies and we saw "Wallstreet, money never sleeps." we loved it, great movie, i recommend it to anyone that hasnt seen it yet but wants to.<br /><br />For the moment i have given up the car search. i have just seen nothing but crap or scams lately. i am looking for a simple used car, something reliable, saves on gas, and not too expensive. everything i have seen so far is either too expensive or too old and still expensive or a piece of junk. i know the economy is bad but you cant expect someone to pay you money for an old car like it was a newer car. get real. well as long as the car my boyfriend and i share is working ok thats fine with me for now. i'll keep looking for something else later on.<br /><br />Work has been going well too. i believe in my next paycheck i should be earning an extra dollar per hour. i hope so, i have been at my job for around 3 months now. i like this job, nice co-workers, i love my overnight shift, great location, free parking, etc. its rare to find a job you like and i am happy to have mine. it would be nice to live near but the area i work in is a nice area but at the same time not the best to live in. its kind of a 50/50 feeling. of course if you have a lot of money then it is desirable. maybe if i can find a nice little place thats afforable then yeah i would consider it. i work by the beach and i love the beach but with all the events (especially memorial day weekend), easy flooding after hard rains, the bridges you have to cross to get there, and other stuff its not really the best place to live.<br /><br />Anyway in general things are going well and will be getting better soon. as always i will keep you posted. i hope everyone is doing good in their lives.<br /></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-52276847486115343242010-08-13T18:47:00.005-04:002010-08-13T20:54:43.079-04:00It feels good to be back...<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="font-size:85%;">Hello everyone and happy friday the 13th. i didnt even realize it was until a friend of mine mentioned it. it feels good to be back. i am sorry i havent posted in a while. a lot has happened. last month i had an accident while going to work. my boyfriend was dropping me off at work and it was a stormy night. we both got out of the car and were hugging goodbye when a large metal object hit me in the head. we're not sure where it came from since it was a stormy night. it did cut me so my boyfriend drove me to the hospital right away. it happened only 10 mins before my shift was suppose to start. my boyfriend called my job and told them what happened so they could get someone to cover my shift. i ended up having to get 8 staples in my head. yes it was painful getting the staples but at least after the initial hit in the head and getting the staples i am fine and have no pain. i am very thankful that i am ok and that it wasnt worse. the staples came out a week later, that was painful too, and i have healed just fine. i actually went back to work the next day after getting hit.<br /><br />Since then i have been working more hours at work, helping friends, helping my parents (one moved recently so i had to help with that), and i have been feeling down lately. i am pretty much ok but i have been frustrated living with family lately. my boyfriend and i are almost at a point to get our own place. it cant come soon enough in my opinion. i am a patient person so it will come soon enough. having to share a car is frustrating too. my boyfriend is going to help me get a car but i still have to wait for that too for a little while longer. the important thing is that we are working towards our goals together and having a little patience will pay off.<br /><br />Basically i havent been posting b/c of all this and as i said, feeling down. but i have been feeling much better mentally and spiritually so i should be posting as normal again soon. i will soon catch up on all of your blogs as well. for now i am going to relax and get a little rest. i have to work later. i hope everyone has been doing good lately.<br /></span></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7623809104436996370.post-15432329366185864322010-07-01T20:05:00.003-04:002010-07-01T21:49:33.687-04:00Here we go again...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuEt4GMapL1Yqit-KB5Uw6x_X4qN0SU_u7qtGm7v4UtYkh-pcKT_Z76tsYSxZ6lzlBzGjO1EA7Mti6LHvV1feIw4V1ANccGaVeixtozSUL-QirgUbz7BRIzZvO3V-yaaaf7SwdovH1O7Q/s1600/cat.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuEt4GMapL1Yqit-KB5Uw6x_X4qN0SU_u7qtGm7v4UtYkh-pcKT_Z76tsYSxZ6lzlBzGjO1EA7Mti6LHvV1feIw4V1ANccGaVeixtozSUL-QirgUbz7BRIzZvO3V-yaaaf7SwdovH1O7Q/s320/cat.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489093744853972178" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;">I had mentioned in one of my previous posts about being fired from my last job and that i was still looking. well the search is over i have already found another job. its almost hard for me to believe. about a week after i was fired i was called from a i sent my resume to job, another hotel front desk job, and they said that they wanted to hire me. so i go in and i was just given an interview. the lady said that she was going to call me later that day, when she didnt i thought that i didnt actually have the job so i moved on. i kept looking and last week i was called to come in and start training. the lady called me only some hours before she wanted me to come in. i didnt care, i was just happy to have another job again, and so soon too. after about a week and a half of training i started working on my own earlier this week.<br /><br />I have to say i love it there. the work is so much easier than at my old job. the environment is so much more relaxed and my co-workers are nice. the employees have their own private bathroom by the front desk and there is a large balcony to hang out on, well when the owners are not there of course. hell i even get paid the same money per hour. i also dont have stress to deal with for now and its very calm and quiet. its a small place so there are barely many people to deal with. i like it there and hope to stay a while.<br /><br />I have to thank my boyfriend for giving me the advice of not caring if you get fired and not caring if you get another job or not. it actually worked for me. with this job and the previous 2 jobs i also had the advice proved to be true. employers will more likely give jobs to those who dont need it or dont want the job. i have not ever gotten jobs so quickly. once again thanks to my wonderful boyfriend for being there for me and helping me out.<br /><br />Well i am off to get ready for work. working overnight shift tonight. even the overnight shift there is nice, its very quiet and peaceful. i actually kinda enjoy my job and dont mind going in. i hated having to go to work at most of my previous jobs but when you find something you like doing (not my dream job but its good for now) you dont mind working as much. also i love being able to continue working and keeping cash flow coming in.<br /></span></div>Lunahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00606802403486080087noreply@blogger.com5