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Miami, Florida, United States
I'm a fully employed working girl, and college student working on a Business major. Living in Miami but grew up in NYC. I love hanging out with my boyfriend and friends, being out in nature, cooking & baking, creative arts (painting, reading, drawing, crafts), watching tv, going to the movies, playing video games, I love almost anything anime, doing stuff online, etc. My goal in life is to own my own business. I seek to find balance in my life.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Apartment searching...

Its such a nice day here today. i have all my windows open and since the place i live at is a corner unit i am getting a great breeze in here. as i sit and type i am enjoying a nice refreshing coke.

Besides all the craziness from my last post (which has now calmed down) i have had 1 main thing on my mind for while now. its the same thing in the pic. a new place. yes i have mentioned wanting a new place before but lately not having a place has made me more impatient. i am a very patient person. too patient sometimes. i guess the frustration of living with family is getting to me more these days. part of it is the situation with my boyfriend too.

Usually i am the more logical and patient one and i would be telling my boyfriend not to worry that soon enough we will have a place, or a car, or whatever. my boyfriend would reassure me on these things too but he would be the one to feel more anxious to get it faster. now it seems that things have switched, like we have switched in a way. he is now the patient one telling me not to worry, we will get a place soon enough, etc, and i am the one feeling desperate to move. like i said i guess i am feeling a bit more frustrated about my living situation.

It used to be easy for me to use my patience and soon enough i got what i wanted. now out of frustration its not so easy anymore. i just try to listen to my boyfriend and trust in him and myself that things will work out. i just have to remember to use that patience of mine that everyone knows me for and just relax. my main conflict is not so much whether i will get a place or not but when. i know i will have my own place again, i am mostly frustration at when i will have it.

Recently i have been conflicted with myself on whether or not i should move sooner or later. some tell me sooner and others later. from my experience later has been better for me. its the frustration once again. i find myself checking online for apartments all the time knowing that i actually wont be moving too soon but hoping too. i know that the best thing for me is really to move later on when i have saved more money and my boyfriend has saved more money too. things will be more stable a little farther down the road. and i also think that during the summer many places will also go down in rent prices b/c summer here is slow season.

I can be very logical and reasonable. i have mentioned the reasons why i should wait but my frustration tells me the hell with waiting. in the end i know that waiting a little bit will benefit me and by saving more money i could end up with a better place for a better price. i know what i need to do and i need to calm my frustration down and just wait. time goes by quickly so waiting likely wont feel like it took long. i hope that soon enough at the right time i will have a post announcing my new place and maybe I'll even post some pics too.

9 comments:

Little Ms Blogger said...

It's hard to live with family so I can see why you might lose your patience quicker than normal.

I hope you're able to relax and calm down until you're able to find a place or you'll go mad.

Maggie said...

Sometimes we get so impatient when we want something real bad! But we really just gotta wait and it will come in no time!! Don't worry chica! ;)

Luna said...

thanks for the comments. you're both right i do need to just relax and wait. i have been able to relax a little more now. i think i just need to keep myself more busy so i wont think about an apartment too much.

ellie said...

I think you are learning more and more about yourself as you go through this. Hang in there.

Cafe Fashionista said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your current situation. Living in close quarters with people - even family - can be frustrating and feel like an invasion of space.

Here's to hoping that you find an apartment soon!! :)

Iva said...

I hope you find what you are looking for very very soon!!

Luna said...

thanks for all the comments everyone. i always love coming on my blog and reading any comments i get. they always make me feel better.

Ebony Haywood said...

Hi Luna! Thanks for stopping by! You will find the perfect apartment at the perfect time. :)

Beth Dunn said...

frustrating but there is a reason some things take so long. xoxo
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