As you can see from the pic today is my birthday. i am kinda happy about celebrating but then again still a little sad about what has been going on in my life. my last post is all about that. gonna go out with a few close friends tonight for dinner and hopefully a movie and more but we'll see how it goes. it is a weekday after all and a work and/or school day for most. sadly my bf as usual wont go out b/c of the baby. i expected that so i'm not surprised. hopefully we can hang out for a bit tomorrow since she will be traveling again on friday for months. my man is still outta town so i really am sad about that. he might not be back until the weekend or next week and my bday is today but his is on friday. i was hoping we would be able to be together for these next few days but i guess its too much too ask lately to be with the 2 people i love the most, my man and my best friend. well anyway despite whats been going on i will still try to be positive and have a great time with my friends tonight. its great to have close friends in your life.